What if?

"I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night" Galileo

Do you have people in your life that you love no matter what? I mean, I know we all do...kids, parents, siblings etc. But, I mean this person that no matter how much they annoy you, how much they push you away, how much they get in their own way...you can't walk away from them. I struggle with those kind of people. The people that I feel drawn to, not because I think they are perfect. But, because they have this "energy" that just kind of pulls me in.

I know some of you might say...well, that's just because you are codependent or setting yourself up to fail. But, what if it's not? What if we are matched up by fate, God, or the universe with our soul mate. What if that person is just serious #$%#@'d up. Does it mean you walk away? If you walk away from them in that moment, when he/she is at his/her worst...do you deserve them when they are sane and healthy? 

I think you can have boundaries. I just know that you don't "give up". What if that's your "person"? What if who you are meant to be, depends on finding the person you were meant to be with? 

Anyway...I suppose that today I have more questions than answers. Until next time, mwah.